McCain just wants to die sad and alone

After McCain picked Palin as his running mate I said, as a joke, that he did it because he was trying to lose. Now I'm damn near convinced that he really is trying to lose. I'm speculating that a few months ago he finally realized how hard running the "free" world was actually going to be. He finally figured out that this is not a game, that an election is not a popularity contest, and it's not about personal pride. I bet he gave up about three months ago. That's why he was fine with Palin cause he knew how stupid the choice was. He knew how bad it would look. And now with the economy situation coming to full light he's shitting himself. He's not up to the challenge of fixing it. He doesn't want the presidency anymore but he doesn't know how to back out. His move of suspending his campaign to fix the economy is total proof that he doesn't want to win. I mean isn't that essentially just quiting? He doesn't want to debate, he pulled his ads, he's done. But I bet he's still going to win. I have no faith in humanity.